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What failure feels like??

I am writing this to look back at the thoughts running through my mind after I gave my last and final attempt, while I was waiting for the results to come. Back then, I didn't know that CA wasn't what I was meant for. Something else was waiting for me, but it took me five years of running away to finally realize it. You know that line where the sea meets the sky? It seems so far away that you don't even try to walk toward it. But somewhere, it is calling you. It is up to us to decide when to move toward it, and at what speed. No one knows how far it goes. No one knows how far I will go. So, here is what I was feeling back then: Does anyone really try to understand my side of the story? Do they know what I go through every single day, every single minute? Studying like this is not as simple as it looks. Every time I sit down with my books, I can only think about the results. I know it’s not the right way to think. I know I should just focus on my efforts without worrying abo...

Anger!!

Anger, anger is a state of mind, and a person's state of mind reaches at that point due to varied reasons, few of them can be, work pressure, finance pressure, fear, health, injustice, tiredness, hunger, someones wrongful activity, not living a satisfactory life and many more reasons are there. Anger is something that comes from within and is not a personal choice, a person doesn't gets angry on purpose. You can say anger is a mental disease(short term) which occurs due to some reasons and have some symptoms. How to tackle yourself when you are angry: 1) First try to understand the correct reason for your anger, you have to think abt this deeply, some times what we think is the reason is actually not the correct reason, something else must also be bothering you other than that, so give it a deep thought and try to bring out the real reason. 2) once you know the reason, check what all solutions you have to tackle it, also if there is no solution its ok, you have to come to a co...